Will Mason. Again.

I look for him every day. I go out of my way to walk past him in the hallways! It's starting to get bad! I've only just learned he likes to direct plays and that he's going to be Assisstant Director for our Drama Professor. That means he'll be at every rehearsal, even the ones for just the Pevensie Children! I'll be seeing him almost every day, all week! It's like an obsession. And I've also been talking to him more and more frequently. He likes to call me "Lizzy", even though everyone else calls me Elizabeth (A few of my close friends call me 'Ms. Turner' in a pirate voice, like in PotC, Haha! Inside Joke. In High School we made a project for our drama class and it was a spoof of PoTC and I was Elizabeth [No suprise!]. Only about 3 of my friends from High School go to the same college as me.) It's adorable.
He's so energetic, I've only just realised that he's always moving and jumping and smiling. And it's so infectious, it makes me want to swim the channel between France and England and drink one hundred sugar straws just so I can catch up!

A Nerd In Love! <3

Alright.

Well...

His name is Will. Will Mason. He's a junior in my college, a year older than me. He's the new kid. He's highly active in the drama department, just like me, and our production for this spring is "The Lion, The Witch, And the Wardrobe". I'm playing Susan and he's going to be playing Mr. Tumnus. And I definitely am starting to catch myself staring at this guy. 

He's not the best looking guy in the school, but he's not repulsive. In my eyes, he's nice to look at. But he's mildly skinny, with brown hair and bright green eyes (You can tell I practically stalk him, can't you?).  But he's the sweetest guy I've ever met. He opens doors for people and says "ma'am" and "sir" and just the other day I came to rehearsal for the show late, there were no seats left and he automatically offered me his. I've only talked to him a few times, he's become good friends with my best friend's BF, so I actually see him in tow with Michael around the school, too shy to become friends with anyone else. He has the sweetest smile! 

I'm such a coward, I can hardly look him in the eye when we exchange a "Hey, how's it going?" when we see each other. At least I can say he knows I exist. And he's such a wonderful actor too. Because I love the theatre so much, I've told myself over and over that a guy probably wouldn't be able to put up with me unless he loved drama, too.

I just don't know how to make the first move. I'm too shy. It's like torture, I know we would get along perfect, from what Rachael tells me about him. He's a Star Wars fanatic, just like me. And he loves X-men which is my favorite comic books series of all! We would get along just fine... 

Sigh. If only I had the confidence I have on stage... He's so adorable!